Back when I was a young girl, I hated going to the padi fields... in fact I detested it. It's hot, itchy, smelly and it ain't fun slogging under the sun harvesting padi. But looking through these pictures, I'm reminded of how hardworking my parents were, just to put food on the table and send all five of us to school . It's just unfortunate it didn't cross our minds to snap photos of us 'having fun' at the padi fields.
My parents weren't well educated and although we weren't totally dirt poor but there were times when I could sense my parents had financial difficulties. I would often wonder why we live in a wooden house with very basic things when some of our neighbors had a lot of 'beautiful' things we didn't have. Of course I was too young to even understand that back then but being a parent myself now, finally it's all so crystal clear (instantly humming the song I Can See Clearly Now).
I could still hear my late mom saying these words as if it was only yesterday... "Di, kalati ko mai songian kivaa tanak nu sondii." Meaning: Di, you will understand when you have your own children one day. While I can't recall what really happened that day that made my mom uttered those words, I can't help but feel sad knowing I might have said some harsh words and hurt her feelings. I'm sorry Ina (mom)...
Being away from my family really taught me to value and appreciate them even more. Life in the big city has its best and some not-so-great moments but nothing compares to being surrounded by loved ones and seeing familiar sights of your kampung (village), the very place where where you born and raised.













